Eternalize

Eternalize,

     To make eternal; to give endless duration to.

Well, uh, I don't know what to say.  I usually meditate on these words the night before I actually use them, but today was a complete surprise to me.  Today was the Sabbath.  The Lord's Day.  I am such a strong believer in His Day.  We go to great lengths to not have to labor on Sundays, and we try really hard to keep the world out and the Spirit of God in.  So, twice as much wood was brought in yesterday so we wouldn't have to do it today.  At least one meal was prepared in advance so we wouldn't have to cook.  That minimized the dishes, so we wouldn't have to do much in that arena either.  We re very careful about the type of music we listen to on the Sabbath, as well.  As you can see, we try very hard to keep still on the Lord's Day so that the Holy Ghost will feel welcome in our home, that our worship and thoughts will be on God.   

I did meditate on this word last night.  I actually woke up with ideas and answers to prayer lining up in my head in perfect order, that I could understand what was happening very clearly.  I even wrote a lot of it down.  They were very sacred to me, so I probably won't share them online.  Suffice it to say, when all was said and done, my day to day perspective was altered quite a bit in that I understood some things longer term than what I was used to.  My meditation and prayers were internalized, brought into focus, opened up to.  As a result, the duration of my understanding was lengthened and broadened into some hard-core truths.  It was downright miraculous!  I learned some eternal truths today!  This was a big deal!  As I learned truth, I felt a relaxation come over me that felt like I'd been set free from some stupid ideas I'd had about these topics, that I can't help but know that there is a God in Heaven.  And He makes a lot of sense when I'm ready for it.  Well, whattaya know?  The truth really does set you free.  I can feel it.  

That, my friends, feels like eternity.  And I feel a part of it within myself.  I have been somewhat eternalized.  It feels great!  

Embrace

Embrace,

     To take, clasp or enclose in the arms; to press the bosom, in token of affection
     To seize eagerly; to lay hold on, to receive or take with willingness that which is
          offered
     To comprehend; to include or take in
     To comprise; to enclose, to encompass; to contain; to encircle
     To receive; to admit
     To find; to take; to accept
     To have carnal intercourse with
     To put on



Unexpected results.  (Are the results of these words EVER predictable?!?)

I am a "list" person.  I make lists.  And then I knock myself  out to accomplish doing everything on my lists so that I feel good about myself.  It's been highly stressful in the past.  But not so much so today.  Today I took "to find; to take'  'to accept" to heart and just allowed myself to get everything on my list done.  And I did it, too, with complete ease.  I seized eagerly, laid hold on, and received and took with willingness all that the day offered me today.  By so doing, I was kind and patient, even in trying situations, allowing the events of the day to simply unfold while I watched and experienced it.  Constant allowing.  Constant learning.  Constant doing, even if all I am "doing" is sitting on the sofa crocheting or something.  It left me with peace and contentment.  I accept this phenomena with simple acknowledgment and enjoyment.

I originally thought I might have to go around hugging everyone in sight to have an experience with this word.  Thankfully, the word manifested in a different way.  Whew!  That could've been seriously awkward at Winco and the local Dollar Tree.  Gah!  The way this word manifested itself was so much more graciously done than it would have been had I tried to force it by my own limited understanding.

*happy sigh*   A good, busy, peaceful day.  Very good.  I seized eagerly opportunities to do things, but was so laid-back about it all.   NO stress.  No grumpiness.  No pressure to go check my list and push to get it done. I embraced all that was good and marvelous about even the most mundane of my tasks of the day.

Another *happy sigh*.

Equate

Equate,

     To make equal or level
     To reduce the apparent time or motion of the sun to equable, mean proportion
          (mean = of little value OR in the middle)


Okay, I looked at this and one word went through my mind.  "Huh?"  I had to look up 3 words just to understand this definition.  Even then, I still didn't completely get it.  I still don't know if I got even now.  However, it manifested in some interesting ways, nonetheless, that I believe would fit loosely into those parameters.

The "of little value Or in the middle" part was what got me.  And the "reduce time" one, too.  It all came down to one thing for me........Simplify.  At first I thought "to make equal or level" meant that everything needs to be "fair".  These definition were really starting to mess with my head and I had to make sense of them so I could manifest it during the day.

So, last night I meditated and visualized and prayed and all those wonderful things and really pondered on this word and its various definitions.  It was so uniquely interesting, really, in that before I even fell asleep for the night, the word was already taking shape in my mind how it would show up the next day.  And it did almost exactly as I thought it would.  Isn't that interesting?  I think that's interesting.

Again, it came down to "simplify".  Break things down during the day, relax, plod along, but take the complication out of everything and just "do".  I got a lot of things done today that I wasn't looking forward to, that have always been a headache to deal with in the past, but today I simply relaxed, saw things for what they were, took the drama and complication out and just did it.  I thought it would take all day to get these things done, but in actually was done with hours and hours to spare.  As a result, I got to spend a lot more time with my children having a laid-back good time instead of always telling them what to do.

For example:  The piano needed cleaning off.  We are a very musical family and have multiple piano players in the household, so the music pieces and books pile up very high on the piano.  No one ever puts them away properly, so they just stack and stack and stack.  Well, today I decided to simplify.  It started with gratitude. I thanked the Lord for the abundance of music we have in our lives and for our talents on the piano that allowed expression of those talents.  I don't know exactly what that did, but it definitely did something.  The feeling in the whole household changed literally in an instant.  I don't know how to explain it, but suddenly everyone was cooperative.  It was done in a matter of 10 minutes and done well.  No complaining.  Not even a little.  The one I assigned to take care of it simply got up and did it.  Simply.  No fuss. No muss.  Now, because of focusing on this word like I have today, I now know that such cooperation from the kids is possible.  Seriously, this is liberating.

Another one was the laundry room.  It was a serious pile of mess.  Again, I did the gratitude thing, thanking the Lord for having such a wonderful room to clean and for the abundance of clothing that filled it.  And again, something happened.  I asked that it get done, and it was done.  Again, no complaining.  No "aw, Mom!", nothing of the sort.  And again, it just seemed to come together in a matter of minutes, and it was done well.  Several times this happened today with a myriad of different scenarios and circumstances.  All was done simply, efficiently, and happily.  Hmmmmm....a pattern started to emerge; a formula; an equation.

Unpleasant chore + gratitude - unpleasant attitude = happy, pleasant balance in the home.

I didn't have to get mad or anything!  I expended the most minimum amount of energy motivating the day as I ever have, like, ever!  Somehow, the big drama we usually have was minimized, made into something of little or no value.  Hah!  And, by so doing, reduced the time it normally took to do it.  Double Hah!  This is FANTASTIC!  (and I got to get down on the floor and play a stupid card game with my kids and it was a blast.  I seldom have time to do that, and usually even have the desire to do that even less.)  I had time to spare and a good attitude to match.  Equal.

I know I've said it before, when I announced that I thought the e-words were hard, but I am thinking I'll soon be rescinding that statement.  These words are getting easier and easier to act upon.  I don't know how this is coming about, but it actually is.

It's a marvel.

Energize

Thurs., Jan. 30, 2014


Energize,
   
      To act with force; to operate with vigor; to act in producing an effect.
      To give strength or force; to give active vigor to


This word scared the daylights out of me.  Over the last few years, my energy has been waning, for whatever reason.  It is something I have been battling with for some time now.  So this word was a bit daunting to me, as I thought I lacked it.  However, I have been misled by myself.  Though I don't act with a lot of vigor, I seem to have an ability to give vigor to people, to motivate them into action.  Makes me feel like a bit of a hypocrite, but it's something positive I have been able to do for others.

I absolutely do act with force, however.  When I set my mind to something, it is hard to hold me back, no matter how much energy I lack, even if I have to snail along to do it.  It bothers some people, maybe.  But for myself, getting things done, even if by sheer will, brings a happiness and satisfaction to me that I love.  It is not my source of self-worth, but rather an expression of who I am, perhaps. I have no aspirations in showing the world what I can do.  I just love DOING.  It brings me a type of peaceful joy that nothing else in my life has been able to bring.

Have I brought this word to pass in my life today?  In some ways, yes.

I coached a person today in the coaching program, telling her that the problems that have surfaced for her were an exciting thing.  And, as I spoke, I KNEW it was an absolute truth and the excitement for her challenge built inside of me.  I was sincere.  I didn't make it up.  I knew with a sure knowledge that, because she was having these difficulties and because she was so desirous to change them and be happy, that the lines of communication between her, her body and heaven were completely open.  Even thinking about it right now, I get all excited all over again!

How funny that energizing her energized me.  Huh.  Who knew!?  I believe I have just stumbled onto a true principle that exists in the Law of Cause and Effect (I am studying that Law right now.  It's fascinating.).  How miraculous that it has now come into fruition in a small way into my life right now, as I have been studying that very thing.  Wow!  This is getting seriously fun.

I also energized this morning when I got up and didn't whine to myself as I creaked out of bed.  I decided yesterday morning that I was just going to plod along and DO something, anything, to fight this tired feeling of fatigue that about got me down for a few days.   As I did so, I seemed to get more and more motivated to do more.  So I did.  It was strange, for the first time between each and every small task, I stopped and acknowledged the deed in gratitude.  No expectations.  No plans.  I just did.....then expressed gratitude.  And the next thing I knew, I was in the middle of another something.  I repeated this throughout the day and felt more energetic and awake as the day went on.  It was awesome.  I am doing the same today.  I think I like this!

I thought the e-words were going to be harder.  They were in the beginning, but I may now be getting the hang of this:)

So, for what it's worth, this word wasn't so scary afterall.  I just hope I can act with force for good, that I can give strength and active vigor to those who need it, when they need it.  I will continue through my day to see how I can manifest this word more today.

off the grid

Hello, bloggers!  This is a notification that I'm rushing to put in because I normally don't have internet where I'm at, presently.  I am traveling and my internet access is severely clipped.  So sorry.  However, I am still diligently working on e-words, it'll just take a while for me to catch up on each of them for you.  I will continue to have limited internet access for a couple of weeks.  I promise I'm not being negligent, I just don't have the internet proximity at the moment to stay caught up. 

Please be patient with me and don't get discouraged!  Keep investigating and learning to love your words.  Love you. 

Larry

emit

EMIT', v.t. [L. emitto; e and mitto, to send.]

1. To send forth; to throw or give out; as, fire emits heat and smoke; boiling water emits steam; the sun and moon emit light; animal bodies emit perspirable matter; putrescent substances emit offensive or noxious exhalations.

2. To let fly; to discharge; to dart or shoot; as, to emit an arrow. [Unusual.]

3. To issue forth, as an order or decree. [Unusual.]

4. To issue, as notes or bills of credit; to print, and send into circulation. The United States have once emitted treasury notes.

 

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I find this word puzzling.  How do you explain such a powerful word?  I emitted today.  I didn't stink with body odor or putrescent substances, thank goodness.  That's a bonus.  But I believe I emitted a feeling that originated from me.  Two people commented today that they felt different, better for being around me today.  Oh, make that three.  (One of them told someone how they felt around me and they passed on the information to me.)  In all 3 cases it effected a change in them.  Strange.  I never thought I was particularly noticeable to anyone, much less emitting a positive energy.  I'm so used to being overlooked, that it feels strange to be noticed---especially for something good.  I am obviously not comfortable acknowledging this emission of myself, or for accepting the praise.  I believe I need to get over that.  

 

I emitted love today to my daughter.  Just a follow-up on the issue we were having.....I lifted the sentence.  No, I did not "give in", so don't think I'm a whimp.  I spent some time on my knees and all day today pondering if I was doing more damage than good.  I called my daughter into my room and we knelt and prayed together so we would both understand how to approach this situation.  

 

You know what?  She said, "Mom, I made a decision to not be angry or resentful.  I trust that you know I needed the discipline. I will not be repeating this behavior again."  She then cried meek little tears.  She said, "I don't want to be the kind of girl who throws a fit whenever she doesn't get what she wants anymore."  The entire incident opened up a dialogue we'd never had before, and I was able to tell her I loved her.  She emitted such meekness and humility.  I was then able to truly emit a motherly love that she'd blocked before.  She felt my love.  I felt her sincerity.  So no, this was not giving in.  I lifted the sentencing from her because she had learned the lesson and decided to receive it with and in love.  MAJOR breakthrough today with her.  

 

You know what else?  I can actually feel emissions going from me.  Whether it's love or anger, carelessness or carefulness, smiles or frowns......I can actually FEEL them going forth from me.  My enthusiasm for knowledge is apparently catchy and people are receiving it happily.  Who knew?  

 

I wish I could take a couple of days and really get to know this word inside and out.  As it is, just with one day, I feel I am on the verge of discovering something seriously grand about this word; perhaps even more grand than what I've already experienced today.  

 

That's how I feel about all these words:  If  I were to meditate and ponder each word for 2 or 3 days, I think I'd actually have some "vision quest" experience with them, so powerful are they.  Words are powerful.  There is certainly more to this word than meets the eye.  What a fascinating journey this is!

 

 

Exact

EXACT', v.t. egzact'. [L. exigo, exactum. See the Adjective.]

1. To force or compel to pay or yield; to demand or require authoritatively; to extort by means of authority or without pity or justice. It is an offense for an officer to exact illegal or unreasonable fees. It is customary for conquerors to exact tribute or contributions from conquered countries.

2. To demand or right. Princes exact obedience of their subjects. The laws of God exact obedience from all men.

3. To demand of necessity; to enforce a yielding or compliance; or to enjoin with pressing urgency.

Duty,

EXACT', v.i. To practice extortion.

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Well, definition 1 and 2 don't really apply, I feel, as they are enforced, must use force to make it happen.
The 3rd definition is more in keeping with what I feel I should do:  "...to enjoin with pressing urgency."

THAT one is what I put into effect today.  I worked on my business quite a bit today, hashed out some details, things that I've been putting off because I've been overwhelmed by them.  But, because of my e-word today, it was easier to get down to brass tacks and make some progress with it.  It was highly productive, as I was able to pinpoint more exactly what needs to be done from here on out.  I exacted a result to enjoin with pressing urgency.  Cool. And a relief.  Now I can move past it and get even MORE done.  Yay!

I guess I also had to make a demand, exact some obedience from one of my children, so I suppose definition #2 might actually apply.   My 14-yr-old daughter took off this afternoon without telling anyone where she was going.  She didn't ask permission, didn't inform anyone as to her destination.  She had accepted a babysitting job without letting me know, and I had no idea where she was.  Moms panic in those situations.  I know that she's almost 15 and is beginning to assert some independence.  I respect that.   She is definitely growing into a young woman and is testing the boundaries of her maturity.  I get it.  And I understand it.  However, she's not an adult yet, hasn't yet earned the trust this kind of thing takes.  This is a situation that has repeated itself countless times and she just doesn't seem to get its importance.  How can we be good stewards over her if we don't know where she is?  Does she not know how dangerous that kind of behavior is?  Does she really think that she's smarter than those of us who are seasoned and wise? Does she not understand that defying true authority is a recipe for a miserable life later on?  Did I mention this type of behavior is dangerous in this scary world?  Like, duh! And what is it going to take for her to get it? Like I said, this has been going on for some time now, and she is heedless of the rule. 

Her birthday is Tuesday.  She had permission to go on a 3-day water park outing with a family she babysits for.  She was going to be gone Friday, Saturday and Sunday.  This WAS her birthday present.  I REALLY find this whole thing distasteful, but I had to pull the privilege from her.  She's devastated, has been crying.  I had to "exact obedience".  Do kings and queens feel guilty when they have to do this with their subjects?  Granted, she's not my "subject", but she is my daughter, over whom I have a serious stewardship.  I really want to cave, but that would not be exacting the desired result---for her to learn obedience.  I don't want subjection from her.  Just obedience.  If  she cannot honor her father or mother, she will never be able to truly honor herself; or her friends; or her future husband; or her children.  In the long run, I know this will be just a little sting.  But for now, I feel like I've ruined her life.  She feels like that too.  She doesn't know the favor I've paid her tonight, doesn't know the kind of love it took to stay firm in exacting obedience from her.  I really wanted to give in and let her have what she wants, but what would that have accomplished?  Aaaugh!  I am driving myself crazy with guilt and parental reasoning.   I love her so much, I'm going to follow through with it.  I love her!  When is the little stinker going to see that?  When she has her own 15-year-old daughter, most likely.  I so wish she didn't have to learn this the painful way.  I so wish it. 

Sigh.  This was exactly what I was hoping to avoid today.  Double sigh. 

To "exact obedience" from another has been a difficult thing for me today.  I hope the coming days aren't so painful.